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I am 41, married for 19years to my childhood sweetheart and a mother of 3. My family and i know about hard times it haw seemed over the years that when things start going good something happens.Shortly after my husband &I were married he became very ill. We still proceeded in starting a business of building custom homes with in 4years he underwent a surgery that we were told would cure him.Instead the surgen turned out to be not even licensed in the medical field and had pulled a scam since he came to america(Doctor Death of Australia).This doctor had started in NY hospital he left alot dead there and they recommended him out west in Oregon/Washington and they recommended the doctor to Australia were they decided to convict him for the 23 deaths he caused there. Anyways my husband was completely disabled by 27 the two years were of him in hospitals correcting the first surgery.We lost everything and we traded places he stayed home(when he wasnt in the hospital 32major surgeries from sternum to tail bone, in 11 years) i went to work. all start to come together again finially and then our roof started to leak real badly, so i was on the roof replacing it i fell in with only half of me. i spent the next 8mo. in pain and having a lot of problems.I finially got refered to another doctor and found out that i needed my pelvic fused on both sides.I have been in and out of hospitals for the last few years myself with  problems and have not been able to work for the past 3 1/2years. i used up all my stocks, life insurance, 401k, savings, and my disability insurance that i had through work until i got accepted on social security disability. the back pay i got i had to give to the temp disability insurance that i carried through my last job(Hartford).We now are about to loose our home it has been sold and the new owner does not want to rent the home out so we need to find another that will fit a family of 5 on our income. Section 8 is full and has a waiting list that goes out for 7years, HUD says they are not taking any more on the list because they are years out also.I dont know what to do. we have gotten bad credit these last couple years due to my medical bills we also have now a DV on record with the police because of the stress we were agrueing loudly and our neighbors were not use to such things from us so they thought something was happening at our house.I dont know what to do i have always been the one to take care of everything and make everything alright; i was the fixer of everything but i am now unable to do it now with my own problems of not being able to stand, walk, sit or do anything much with out hurting badly at time i hurt so bad i can not get out of bed to stand on my feet much less roll to my side or lift my legs. i make it with care maybe 3-4days then i am down for as many. I hate it. i feel like screeming at the top of my lungs, just screech.lol. if anyone knows what i can do i would appreciate it.